Showing posts with label Death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Death. Show all posts

Wednesday, 30 January 2008

Up With The Birds


I notice the cat out the corner of my eye.
I'd never seen it before;
it was usually just an old lad sitting,
staring out at the street
from his tiny, impeccable living room.

Up with the birds,
Day after day.

The cat stares manic,
pressed to the window pane
and I follow it's gaze
to a crow on top of a lamp post.

I find it the strangest sight somehow.
A trapped cat straining
for a bird on a wire,
thirty feet in the air.

But then I would.
I have never been a cat.

I saw the old guy again
the next morning,
standing at the window,
squinting at the yellowing pages
of a book in the early daylight.
The cat out of sight,laying in wait for less troublesome prey,
or maybe just asleep.

The cat and the old man don't appear for me anymore.
Maybe they got a new agent and a better gig,
something better than
providing momentary entertainment
for half awake drudges,
preparing to spend their day going slowly mad,
battering their empty heads against their
empty desks for the benefit of
a strange little man who
can't stop scratching
his scalp.

Sunday, 6 May 2007

This Is Not My Desire

Repent in hell fat boy. Daddy got you with the butchers knife right across your white slug neck. Wish I'd been there. Snatch pants for red on grey.

Fucking on the sill of floor 19. I should have known an odd number can't bode well. Your Friendly Butcher. My hostile cunt. We'll keep the jam rag flying. You are the son of bloody Pollok scum. Fear of heights is a terrible thing. More so when then it outweighs the fear of violation and dishonour. I still breathe. You can't fat fucking son of the scheme hoor.

Taking a doing is never easy. He bought me a tab and sent me mad with unwanted fucks and bad hippy music. I am the lizard king but I'm broken and can't do anything. Them was rotten days and he made me rot black like damp beast ridden wood.